A Fragment of Un-loneliness

If I was to commit one crime
This loneliness I tried to hide
I’d steal you away from them
And never return

If I was to commit one sin
I’d envy who you have been
Because you never felt alone
Deep inside it burns

But who am I to do those
To find a friend, no one knows
I wanted you to stay but you went
Well, I’m alone again

You understood me but not what I feel
I need you here but let your will
Go ‘cause that’s what you want
Oh when will this ever end?

You but a piece of paradise
At least I got to try
To actually feel un-lonely
Yet, when will it happen .. again?

LitTLe . mAkE-BeLieVeR . sTorYtELLeR
iF tHerE's sOmeThinG sToriEs TeLL, wHaT cOuLd iT bE?

Headphones

Never knew it'd be useful
Never thought it'd save me
Never assumed it'd help
Never, but it did

'Cause the silence you caused?
It fades together with what I feel
'Cause the words you said to me?
They're unheard beyond what's real

The only thing I could hear
Not the lyrics from my playlist's songs
But the heart that once beat fast
Slowly recovering from what's wrong

Let the music consume this soul
Let the headphones save me from myself
Because you did not do a good job
Now, what I need is these headphones' help

No matter how loud you'd scream
No matter how long you'd stay
Turned the volume full
So I won't hear you say

At least the rhyming words
Make sense than yours
You could take them back now
Because I don't hear them anymore

LitTLe . mAkE-BeLieVeR . sTorYtELLeR
iF tHerE's sOmeThinG sToriEs TeLL, wHaT cOuLd iT bE?